A ' true ' Christian is hemmed in at every side, therefore it makes this life very awkward indeed. I have respect for any man or woman who attempts to apply the Christian code in this vile world.
The broad road is way easier. I trod that route for years myself, getting into all sorts of trouble, yet enjoying the vibe at the same time and having few restless nights.
But then, the gospels tell us that to get through the narrow gate is a struggle.
Satanists do not really know their God IMO anyway. I used to tell others I was a Satanist about 20 years ago, starting to practise the occult and involving myself in isolated rituals. All I gained in life was a shadow over my mind.